tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-61173712011-04-21T13:13:04.857-05:00JR ChinaImpossible is just a big word thrown around by small men who find it easier to live in the world they've been given than to explore the power they have to change it. Impossible is not a fact. It's an opinion. Impossible is not a declaration. It's a dare. Impossible is potentional. Impossible is temporary.
Impossible is nothing.Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comBlogger1691100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1126496222713656072005-09-11T22:31:00.000-05:002005-09-11T22:37:02.716-05:00wow its been a while............... another school year is upon us....... so much has happened over this summer.... workin full time and being on the road a lot, captaining softball and helping out at youth group, its been quite a busy summer...... sister has left the house, brother is in high skool and my friend even went to albania, so we won't see him for a while...... plus, a lot of ppl are Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1122944415017604582005-08-01T19:57:00.000-05:002005-08-01T20:00:15.023-05:00hahha, not so much of a long weekend............ it was fun but busy..... through all that happened this weekend, one valuable lesson learned was focus..... need to stay focused in everything...... gotta to always remind myself and live with God at the focal/center of my lifeJonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1119929039308898432005-06-27T22:20:00.000-05:002005-06-27T22:23:59.313-05:00talkin to a friend today, something she said reminded me about attitude and how your attitude/perspective can change the situation so greatly and give you a confidence to keep on going and not give up....i was talkin to her about the attitude of "why me?" and she said "why not you?"she was just giving me another side of the coin that i didn't see....Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1117293180331869642005-05-28T10:11:00.000-05:002005-05-28T10:13:00.336-05:00What if I am worn out with life and don’t seem to be able to go on?Turn to Matthew 11:28-30. “Come to Me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.” —JesusHow can I cope with life if I don’t feel that anyone loves me?Turn to Romans 8:39. Nothing “will be able to separate us from the love of God.”Where do I turn if things seem too tough and I can’t figure things out?Turn to Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1116054573402135022005-05-14T02:07:00.000-05:002005-05-14T02:09:33.406-05:00its so funny/ironic....in sports, i love the ball being hit to me, i love having the puck in the crunch, i love being up to bat wen things are onthe line....... but when it comes to my spiritual life, i don't want the ball hit to me, i do'nt want the puck, i don't want to be up, i want to give it to someone else.......... but i can't, blah....... the ball is in my court now....Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1115518211339965492005-05-07T21:09:00.000-05:002005-05-07T21:10:11.343-05:00one step at a time.......Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1115395750409589062005-05-06T11:08:00.000-05:002005-05-06T11:09:10.413-05:00why is there always a dragon to slay?!?!? blah....Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1115272896620248632005-05-05T01:00:00.000-05:002005-05-05T01:01:36.623-05:00words i can't argue with"I will never leave you nor forsake you""I will be with you wherever you go"Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1114611831244404072005-04-27T09:23:00.000-05:002005-04-27T09:23:51.243-05:00its always on time........... never fails....... soo AMAZING.....Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1112590402842502762005-04-03T23:51:00.000-05:002005-04-03T23:53:22.843-05:00life is all about surrender....... loving God and loving others....Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1112102508182811262005-03-29T08:15:00.000-05:002005-03-29T08:21:48.183-05:00since my last post, so much has gone on, learned lots of tings and constantly learning........ its hard and difficult but it'll be worth it in the long run, one key thing i've know for a while buts it has become even more apparent, life is all about balance, in everything, in school, with friends, with myself, even with God, all about moderation.....another key thing i've realized, its not about Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1110262263878084742005-03-08T01:04:00.000-05:002005-03-08T01:11:03.880-05:00there are times in your life when things come up, and you see what your made of....... you can't run away from the answer/delay it becuase its right in front of you........... you either take option a or option b...... two simple answers yet two differnt mindsets, option a will not challenge you, just take a lot of thing off your mind and u don't have to worry as much, the ezz way out, on the Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1109223097103403362005-02-24T00:30:00.000-05:002005-02-24T00:31:37.103-05:00If you are willing and obedient,you will eat the best from the land;-- Isaiah 1:19Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1109132182058606892005-02-22T23:15:00.000-05:002005-02-22T23:16:22.060-05:00The Lord created a situation that I thought was bad. He did it so my faith and trust in Him could be strengthened. That's for my good. But He also gave me a story of triumph (well, second place in this case), to encourage others that "in all things God works for the good of those who love Him."-- Barb LindquistJonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1109001355112163042005-02-21T10:54:00.000-05:002005-02-21T10:55:55.113-05:00The idea here is integrity. The word integrity is related to the word integrate: "to bring all parts together." People with integrity make sure all the parts of their lives fit together—they don't act one way around one group and then change their tune in a different situation. As it says in Proverbs 11:3, "The integrity of the upright guides them, but the unfaithful are destroyed by their Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1108842001514528282005-02-19T14:34:00.000-05:002005-02-19T14:40:01.516-05:002/3 things accomplished this reading week........ not bad but still not good enough.....Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1108658438075211082005-02-17T11:40:00.000-05:002005-02-17T11:40:38.076-05:00"Fame is so deceptive. People only say what you want to hear, which is why it's so important to have people in your life who are constantly challenging you and making you think about real issues."-- Lindsey HunterJonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1108480842241106622005-02-15T10:15:00.000-05:002005-02-15T10:20:42.243-05:00Embrace the CrossSuffering, You chose to staywithin the grip of death’s dark way.With one word, Your awesome powercould have freed You that same hour.But Your agony led to victory,as You laid down Your life for me.Knowing what would come through loss—You chose to embrace the cross,to embrace the pain,to come forth as gold through suffering.To embrace the cross,Jesus, You placed Your lifein the Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1108333030448962962005-02-13T17:16:00.000-05:002005-02-13T17:17:10.446-05:00Your ideal is what you wish you were. Your reputation is what people say you are. Your character is what you really are.Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1108093953486393772005-02-10T22:51:00.000-05:002005-02-10T22:52:33.486-05:00Our perception of self must be grounded in our relationship to God through faith in Jesus Christ. That is our motivation to give our best effort and remain faithful—no matter what the circumstances.— Frank ReichJonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1107926531174263802005-02-09T01:16:00.000-05:002005-02-09T00:40:04.616-05:00i used to bash lent all the time at catholic skool.......... i don't know exactly why, maybe cuz we never talked about it at my church or cuz a lot of people at skool really didn't do much.......... well here we i go.......... 40 days and 40 nights....... it'll teach me something, and i can spend more time with God..... no msn, no more reading blogs, no more wasting time on the computer....... Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1107395750684510292005-02-02T20:53:00.000-05:002005-02-02T20:55:50.686-05:00Don't you know anything? Haven't you been listening?
GOD doesn't come and go. God lasts.
He's Creator of all you can see or imagine.
He doesn't get tired out, doesn't pause to catch his breath.
And he knows everything, inside and out.
He energizes those who get tired,
gives fresh strength to dropouts.
For even young people tire and drop out,
young folk in their prime stumble and fall.
But those Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1107239716702869332005-02-01T01:32:00.000-05:002005-02-01T01:35:16.703-05:00over and over again God provides..... answers to our prayers/struggles, a conversation here, something read there, a sermon heard in church.......
Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1106628553488068612005-01-24T23:27:00.000-05:002005-01-24T23:49:13.486-05:00this weekend at bridges, a winter retreat with ut downtown, us, scarbz and both york campuses up at OPC, spent a lot of time just thinking bout things, talkin to people and learning stuff bout God, others and myself... though i got lack of sleep
1. i realized how lucky I have been in one aspect of my life. To have parents who would send me to a christian skool though they could ahve saved a Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1106111870596946912005-01-19T01:17:00.000-05:002005-01-19T00:17:50.596-05:00I am walking on a wire
Tiptoeing through the fire
Never looking down to see
And I am walking on a wire
The pressure’s getting higher
But I don’t look around
-- Third Day - Wire
Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1105684433297373802005-01-14T01:31:00.000-05:002005-01-14T01:33:53.296-05:00the answer is no........ something's gotta give.......
Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1104650102911248812005-01-02T01:25:00.000-05:002005-01-02T02:15:02.910-05:00over and dun wit....... 2k4:
as any other year, lots of firsts, lots of the same ol, learned a lot and still messed up a lot, committing a lot of the same mistakes but as the sayin goes, gota live and learn.....
I think my biggest problem is just giving up the control of my life, that i ain't the one running the show, im just a part of the big picture and that i gotta be ready and prepare Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1103876465149546462004-12-24T03:14:00.000-05:002004-12-24T03:21:05.150-05:00as this break starts (and soon will end), its always times for people to get together, have sum fun and just enjoyin the holidays..... as we get closer to Christmas (for most people here in Canada), its the time of Jesus birth........ i think through it all we can get caught up in gettin the "perfect" gift for their friends and family, having them totally surprised and soo happy....... each year Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1103703748732112132004-12-22T03:21:00.000-05:002004-12-22T03:22:28.733-05:00freedom......
Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1103578684159151772004-12-20T16:37:00.000-05:002004-12-20T16:38:04.160-05:00and then there were 2............
Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1103306533134722382004-12-17T13:01:00.000-05:002004-12-17T13:02:13.133-05:00and i thought a few weeks this past seemster were crazy.............. this is a whole new experience
Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1102966313161450492004-12-13T14:28:00.000-05:002004-12-13T14:31:53.160-05:00man, sum ppl need to learn sum patience.............. specially wen you are doin them a favour
Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1101190617253127052004-11-23T01:15:00.000-05:002004-11-23T01:16:57.253-05:00"You know, every day is a learning experience," he says. "Look at life as a learning curve. You're never going to figure it out completely. Every day is meant to be imperfect, so don't try to be perfect. Do your best and you're going to learn something with every step you make." And to those who are impatient and want things to happen immediately, he says, "There's no rush. Life is not going to Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1101084905676719142004-11-21T19:54:00.000-05:002004-11-21T19:55:05.676-05:00"Come now, let us reason together," says the LORD . "Though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they are red as crimson, they shall be like wool.
-- Isaiah 1:19
Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1100663178616892712004-11-16T22:30:00.000-05:002004-11-16T22:46:18.616-05:00one week of slackage is over.......... gotta turn it back on (hopefully i can get it started again).....
Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1100067672164001752004-11-10T01:20:00.000-05:002004-11-10T01:21:12.163-05:00this is too hard.......
Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1099900713158337642004-11-08T02:49:00.000-05:002004-11-08T02:58:33.156-05:00i sometimes wonder why i am doin this?!?!?! why am i in the program i'm in?!?! do i even know my passion?!?!?! everybody seems to have an idea of wat they wanna do or where they wanna go with things or wat their passion is...........
gotta finish the race strong.......... not juts finish, cuz thats not good enuf. As i was reading my daily inspirations book that my sister got me, it was talkin Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1099633733602593362004-11-05T01:39:00.000-05:002004-11-05T20:55:17.470-05:00so exam schedules came out....... good and bad.......... good i have a 10 day break, bad taht i have exams on the last 2 days of exams, not just 2 but 3, and 2 on the last day......... and also bad cuz i don't even get 2 weeks off of skool, ~sigh~..........
gotta keep bringing it.............. no matter how much i wanna give up, how it seems so hopeless, no matter wat kind of results,
found Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1099356686463353112004-11-01T19:48:00.000-05:002004-11-01T19:51:26.463-05:00a lil something i found on the net
Benefit Plan
Psalm 103:2-8
"Take that job," they recommend, "Its' got a great benefit plan." In today's world it is important to get a job with good benefits, such as dental and medical insurance, good vacation time, sick leave compensations, and a good retirement plan. Some ladies I know have even taken a job in the public school system JUST for the Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1098680432803261492004-10-25T00:51:00.000-05:002004-10-25T00:00:32.803-05:00haven't blogged in a while....... not really much to say..... skool is the same, same pace for the whole year, test/assignment/lab pretty much everyweek, but nothing crazy busy so i can't complain.... retreat for ecf was wicked....... so many good times........ grandma's 71st bday was amazing yesterday............ didn't know wat to say, ahahha........... and cuzns bday was good to c the other Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1097480222520276242004-10-11T02:35:00.000-05:002004-10-11T02:37:02.520-05:004:30, 3:00, and 3:30........ what a weekend.....
Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1097088663566767522004-10-06T13:50:00.000-05:002004-10-06T13:51:03.566-05:00"Life ain't worth a darn unless you have challenges."
-- Le Logo
Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1096506943605763892004-09-29T20:12:00.000-05:002004-09-29T20:15:43.606-05:00We want each of you to show this same diligence to the very end, in order to make your hope sure. We do not want you to become lazy, but to imitate those who through faith and patience inherit what has been promised.
-- Hebrews 6:11-12
Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1096242873432999282004-09-26T18:48:00.000-05:002004-09-26T18:54:33.433-05:00as i look at myself in the mirror, i see sumbody who is an under achiever... who has no excuses, everything is set up in front of him to do well, has got all that he needs and more....... got people who believe in me, has the ability to do a lot better than he is right now..... do i got wat it takes?!?! and if i do, can i unleash it!??! guess we'll have to find out...
Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1095824114500851262004-09-21T22:33:00.000-05:002004-09-21T22:35:14.500-05:00The more I train,
The harder I get.
The harder I get,
The more lethal I am.
The more lethal I am,
The fewer the opponents.
The fewer the opponents,
The less to lose.
The less to lose,
The more I let up.
The more I let up,
The more room for mistakes.
The more room for mistakes,
The more I train.
Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1095655868495118242004-09-20T00:36:00.000-05:002004-09-19T23:51:08.496-05:00hahaha....... my sister is too funny
On Why Some Guys Self-Destruct and Others Are Self Made - Because it's real easy to quit. That way the only thing you have to worry about is how you feel about yourself. But when you're workin hard toward something, you take a lot of responsibility on yourself. For me, it was the responsibility of my son and daughter and other families and a lot of other Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1095571990093551032004-09-19T00:28:00.000-05:002004-09-19T00:33:10.093-05:00A true friend knows your weaknesses but shows you your strengths; feels your fears but fortifies your faith; sees your anxieties but frees your spirit; recognizes your disabilities but emphasizes your possibilities.
-- William Arthur Ward
Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1094971008977707132004-09-12T00:58:00.000-05:002004-09-12T01:36:48.976-05:00as i said b4, here is my post, a week late though..... but i been lazy and tried to enjoy my last few days off...... my conclusion on my 'summer', i mean hell:
1. work was very interesting this summer..... learned a lot, specially bout earning money and though i had a pretty safe job, it was still a pain to go everyday and gettin up at like 5 or 6 am, and me actually wanting to go back too Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1093673401802638912004-08-28T01:08:00.000-05:002004-08-28T01:10:01.803-05:00FINALLY.......... summer is here, all two weeks of it, hahah..... work is done, skool is done.... long post wen i get back from camp....
Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1093452468199357742004-08-25T11:46:00.000-05:002004-08-25T11:47:48.200-05:00thank you.....
Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1092758451574288522004-08-17T10:58:00.000-05:002004-08-17T11:00:51.573-05:00its done... not in my control no more..... just prayin and hopin.... mite have learned a very expensive lesson this summer :S
Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1092531494709358442004-08-14T19:51:00.000-05:002004-08-14T19:58:14.710-05:00b4 i get to some real studying.... gotta comment on our/my game today against butterfly
- we got a tie today, which isn't bad, but its terrible wen u have a 13-2 lead and u let them get back into the game and only manage scoring 2 more runs over the last 5 innings...
- our team got frustrated/flustered wen we made a few mistakes, and lots of them compounded but i don't think we panicked.......Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1092278970058296282004-08-11T21:29:00.000-05:002004-08-11T21:49:30.056-05:00who wants to write this exam for me?!?! i hate all this "studyin"....... missin all the things, blah, and it happens AGAIN....... family is gone for the whole weekend (cept grandma) and i can't have ppl over........ last time cuz nobody was around and this time cuz i gota be studyin for this stupid exam..... my two days off work i'll be studyin..... but i get the last 2 days of august off, so i Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1091509332015109092004-08-02T23:13:00.000-05:002004-08-03T00:02:12.016-05:00pretty much finished my 3rd month of "summer".... i mean hell, haha.... some more conclusions:
1. no more scammin work, haaha..... they gettin me for the 40 hours and it looks like i'll be on it for the rest of the summer, unfortunately...
2. since softball has picked up, and there is stil summer skool and i gotta actually work 40 hours durin the day, i been mad busy. Has been a crazy Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1091422448718466232004-08-01T23:41:00.000-05:002004-08-01T23:54:21.323-05:00YAY.......... day off, long weekend, haha, but exam is in 2 weeks, ~sigh~..... long weekend was good, went to camp, aside from the stupid bugs, had a great time, chillin with my friends who i seen haven't most of the summer..... just catchin up
then had softball....... nuttin much
just seein all those kids and the worship....... i gotta find a way to go back next summer, hahaha....... but its Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1090982078381612582004-07-27T21:33:00.000-05:002004-08-01T23:41:22.256-05:00crunch time........ do i gotta enuf left in the tank!??!
Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1090881962485070092004-07-26T17:31:00.000-05:002004-07-26T17:46:35.700-05:00since i last posted..... hmmm, got into all my courses at clarkson university and i did'nt wake up late and get all the crappy classes, haha.... suckas
5-0..... hittin is weak, blah.... defense was solid, hahah, almost some de ja vu... midseason was just ok, didn't get to stay long cuz we had a game and dun really know that many people, is this hair ever gonna get cut?!?!!?
cuzns from ny leftJonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1090213617979224612004-07-19T00:01:00.000-05:002004-07-19T00:06:57.980-05:004-0........ hahaha, means nothing though, too many runs scored on errors but our defense played well..... i played a pretty bad game today....... couldn't hit jack.... got a play named after me, the "tennyuk"..... botchin a slow ground ball ~sigh~.... and pulled a johny damon today wit my cuzn, hahaha....... lucky we weren't on the same path, that would have been trouble.....
the team outin Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1089865399475193582004-07-14T23:15:00.000-05:002004-07-14T23:23:19.476-05:00will i ever learn!?!??! Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1089676333869997122004-07-12T18:49:00.000-05:002004-07-12T18:52:13.870-05:00A Winner's Creed
If you think you are beaten,
You are;
If you think you dare not,
You don't;
If you'd like to win,
But you think you can't,
It's almost a cinch you won't.
If you think you'll lose,
You've lost;
For out in the world we find
Success begins with a person's faith;
It's all in the state of mind.
Life's battles don't always go
To the stronger or faster hand;
They go to the one who Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1089597260273563342004-07-11T20:47:00.000-05:002004-07-11T20:54:20.273-05:00wat a past few dayyyyyssssssss.................. since wednesday, me and cuzn had the whole house till saturday nite, haha....... it was sooooo jokes..... go away families again, ahhaha..... ironic though, all my friends love comin over to my house, and the one weekend where i can have them over till who knows wen, they ain't at home or they got ish to do...
got to "sleep" in this weekend, lol..Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1089348300578956412004-07-08T23:34:00.000-05:002004-07-08T23:45:00.576-05:00so much for gettin some rest tonite..... hahahha, its alrite, the weekend but the rents are comin home, ahhaha........ feels so wicked just to do anything at anytime.... but the food and the laundry is blah, hahaha, had a good meal at my uncles yesterday..... and goin back today....
i gota learn how to sleep at nite, hahaha....... just forcing myself, the bags under my eyes are sooo huge, Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1089168654354697462004-07-06T20:58:00.000-05:002004-07-06T21:50:54.353-05:00yay, get some more sleep tonite!!!!! hahaha...
lol, watchin those movies bring some good ol times....... family home videos from over 10 years ago, WOW...... hahaha,just the things you see and just laugh at.... running bases, how similar my bro looks like me, how terrible i was at hockey, how girly joel's voice was, how my sister would never smile, and NINJA turtles...... oh the reminiscing, Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1089081364882611062004-07-05T21:18:00.000-05:002004-07-05T21:36:04.883-05:00days really suck........ lol..... imma be dead at the end of this week.....
2-0... team is playin well.... but its still early, the other teams are goin to getbetter, we just gotta get better too... FUEL....
wow, wen we all thought it was gone, wat happens?!??! its back folks.......... spac soap opera... i'm happy that i'm not part of it but it still hurts to see friends fighting over a lot Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1088838451530951622004-07-03T01:51:00.000-05:002004-07-03T02:07:31.530-05:00haven't blogged in a while (hopefully its normal).... almost 2 months of summer is over aka hell..... some new conclusions that i have come too:
1) day shift really sux, ahahhaha.... i actually have to work for my money and u have to put in ur 40 hours, unlike nites, where u get out and get the job done..... hahaha, 1.5 hours of work, hahaha, oh how i love salary....
2) surviving summer skool, Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1088309503796224182004-06-26T23:11:00.000-05:002004-06-26T23:11:43.796-05:00Blackstreet - Finally
We've had our ups and downs
Sometimes there no way out, I know He's there
To lead me and guide me every step of the way, yeah
Your grace, my joy, constant friend indeed
Everything that I do, I owe it all to you
I bless your name
Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1088204501475792772004-06-25T17:14:00.000-05:002004-06-25T18:01:41.476-05:00made it through the week........... somehow....... only with Him by my side....... test went aight, for the amount i studied, somehow was able to muster the strength needed to get through this.... with me and my two hour "nap", oh well, back on nites next week, YAY....... hopefully i can get there.....Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1087869619706486262004-06-21T20:56:00.000-05:002004-06-21T21:00:19.706-05:00i guess this week won't be goin as smoothly as expected....... accept the challenge or crumble?Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1087784262523295752004-06-20T21:17:00.000-05:002004-06-20T21:18:07.366-05:002Pac - Changes
We gotta make a change...
It's time for us as a people to start makin' some changes.
Let's change the way we eat, let's change the way we live
and let's change the way we treat each other.
You see the old way wasn't working so it's on us to do
what we gotta do, to survive.Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1087734765416329852004-06-20T07:32:00.000-05:002004-06-20T07:32:45.416-05:00Do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.
Matthew 6:34Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1087420563511070792004-06-16T16:15:00.000-05:002004-06-16T16:16:03.510-05:00blah.... even my dreams are messin wit my mindJonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1087182648011070862004-06-13T22:04:00.000-05:002004-06-13T22:10:48.013-05:00something from the book i just finished.......
You've herad the question, "What would you do differently if you know you had only a few days left to live?" Now, ask yourself this: "What would I do differently if I knew that I would live forever, and that whatever I did today would affect me for the rest of my eternal life?"Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1087019692110917872004-06-12T00:54:00.000-05:002004-06-12T13:05:18.336-05:00Newsboys - Lord (I don't know)
Lord I don't know where all this is going
or how it all works out
Lead me to peace that is past understanding
A peace beyond all doubtJonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1086931683019481322004-06-10T23:45:00.000-05:002004-06-11T00:28:03.020-05:00due to pushin from a friend, decided to update..... first month of hell is over.... few things i have concluded...
1) work blows.... hahaha, day shifts and nite shifts are good and bad..... days shifts are bad cuz i dun get much sleep and gotta roll out usually round 6 and there is mad traffic comin home (screw the 401), they are good cuz i can go out and see people... nite shift sux cuz i do'ntJonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1085895940028701742004-05-30T00:24:00.000-05:002004-05-30T00:45:40.030-05:00few things on my mind....
- why do ppl find my dad so cool/wicked?!?!?! is it the accent that i'm suppoesd to be hearing?!? ahha..... or long hair ponytail?
- three times in one week? is that a sign?!?!?
- live for the moment ........ dun worry past too much, u can't change it and dun overplan too much for the future, u won't enjoy the present and u'll stress too much
- stick to your guns....Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1085563016431642552004-05-26T04:15:00.000-05:002004-05-26T04:16:56.430-05:00everyday until its over (if it ever will be), imma ask "why?"Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1085425752218939072004-05-24T14:08:00.000-05:002004-05-24T14:09:12.220-05:00As the old saying goes........ "Lack o'pep is often mistaken for patience"Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1085287887318019852004-05-22T23:25:00.001-05:002004-05-22T23:51:27.316-05:00first year university....... mission accomplished....(if i can make it through this stupid nite skool)..... just add oil, hahaha,
hell started.... not bad.... not workin as long shifts, a lot of aspects, its better... more sleepin time, get fridays off, but i dun get to hang/chill/talk as much, and i am lost in the world of sports...
got over 8 hours of sleep today, haven't had that in such a Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1084876227506641862004-05-18T05:30:00.000-05:002004-05-18T05:30:27.506-05:00nobody said it was goin to be ezJonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1084755552181464202004-05-16T19:45:00.000-05:002004-05-16T19:59:12.180-05:00hahaha.. so ironic that I enter hell on may 17th.... lol..... but all i gotta say, this weekend b4 i enter it was wickedness....... for a lot of different reasons.... stuck on you, friends bday, the chosen 1 delivered (i'm eating/payin with your money, HAHHAHA) and realized some stuff at church.... Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1084632475939665522004-05-15T09:47:00.000-05:002004-05-15T09:47:55.940-05:00"When nothing seems to help, I go and look at a stonecutter hammering away at his rock perhaps a hundred times without as much as a crack showing in it. Yet at the hundred and first blow it will split in two, and I know it was not that blow that did it, but all that had gone before."
-- Jacob August RiisJonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1084336118174739812004-05-11T23:28:00.001-05:002004-05-11T23:28:38.173-05:00how do i say......Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1084270934630794542004-05-11T04:53:00.000-05:002004-05-11T05:22:57.326-05:00wow....... 6 am and i'm bloggin, hahah just got back from niteshift, all the way in london, lol...... stupid toilet seats, haha.... after first day on the job..... realized a few things.... certain people don't get along, there is a lot of downtime at my job, a lot of travel (but its ok, gas is paid for, hahaha) and the people i'm workin with are aight... we'll c how things go........ i've Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1083863634030361552004-05-06T12:13:00.000-05:002004-05-06T12:18:20.873-05:00I just wanna be.........Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1083655066085794852004-05-04T02:17:00.000-05:002004-05-04T02:21:46.560-05:003/4....... one more, while it seems like everybody in this world is free..... oh well, exam wasn't that bad..... felt decently confident answer some of the questions, hopefully it turns out for the best....... was like chauffeur 5000 today....... seems like i did that so much of my day and i'm down to a quarter tank and look at how high the gas prices are and i'm pretty much on broke....... Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1083560749838770492004-05-03T00:05:00.000-05:002004-05-03T00:13:48.966-05:00as i'm bloggin, supposed to be "studying" for my soc exam in 8 hours or so... oh well, this weekend was a fun one, even though clarkson university still has exams, ~sigh~.... as i had my end of the week no sleep, i didn't do much to help that problem, lol..... stayed up talkin to a friend, even though i had to be up round 10 the next day for camp kickoff....... which was wickedness to the max, Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1083388069063211982004-05-01T00:07:00.000-05:002004-05-01T15:55:41.920-05:002 down, 2 to go.......... it was ok (hopin), hopin i passed, we'll have to c..... sciences are not my thing, hahha..... now i need to know wat are my thing? haha... but after exam, craziest time, pretty much was home for like 2 hours and out and abbout for almost 36 hours, hahaha....... 2 hours of sleep goin into exam and here goes my day(s)
after exam, went to jacks..... to chill/hang out and Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1083221395982981662004-04-29T01:49:00.000-05:002004-04-29T01:54:12.140-05:00I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO WIRED RITE NOWWWW................ wow.......... 6.5 hours till i'm screwed, ~sigh~, oh well........ tonite was a hilarious/good nite, even though its terrible cuz i got exam and i'm duncakes and leafs won....... but the lakers won, the MOST HILARIOUS CONVERSASTION EVERRRRRRRRR and after the exam is GONNA BE A WICKED DAYYYYY........
the conversation was with my two friends..Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1083185909225476992004-04-28T15:58:00.000-05:002004-04-28T16:02:44.700-05:00men's health poll.....
Brain function the average guy would most like to improve - Memory
Runner-Up - Ability to understand women, hahahJonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1083129885084274992004-04-28T00:24:00.000-05:002004-04-28T00:29:00.123-05:00day 7 of 8....... best day yet, still got a rough day ahead, i hate organic chem, theory/solution/idea never worked out well last nite, hahaha.......... gettin some sleep, i dunno how my cuzn was able to go 3 days straihgt, i couldn't even pull an all niter.... hahaha....... why can't i FOCUS!?!?!??! maybe its ish, maybe its cuz skool is almost done (even though i goin to summer skoo), maybe cuzJonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1083044031051440252004-04-27T00:33:00.000-05:002004-04-27T00:59:26.843-05:00day 6 or 8........... not as much as i hoped 4..... new solution, just not sleep at nite........ sleep wenever i need too and take breaks cuz it seems i'm talkin lots of those........ got up real early today, i got a job, no interview, no nohting..... just like "come, ur hired, this is wat u gonna do"....... gotta love connextions and God answersed that prayer real fast, less than a few hours....Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1082957392320260172004-04-26T00:29:00.000-05:002004-04-26T00:34:04.530-05:00day 5 or 8........... the worst day, book barely opened, guess today ended up being a day of rest, lol.... so many things i got on my mind rite now..... can't bring myself to study..... blah..... but in this day of rest, decided to go to sunday nite service at church, which has been pretty much non-existent in my life cuz my mom never forced me and she doesn't always go........ but i was glad i Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1082875847841196292004-04-25T01:50:00.000-05:002004-04-25T01:54:59.280-05:00day 4 of 8....... the book stayed open again, some record but it was open very late, hahaha........ not much done, prolly same as day 3...... 4 days left, gotta get into gear....... got up at 12, ate some lunch, shot some hoops, was pretty non-fat today..... but it was wickedness today.......... i started my picture wall........... its gonna run out of room pretty soon but i'll worry bout that Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1082790255980747662004-04-24T02:04:00.000-05:002004-04-24T02:08:25.903-05:00day 3 of 8..... the book stayed open today, double "studied" watever i did yesterday..... so i guess thats better, 5 days left to try and not get raped on this chem exam, ~sigh~.......... got up early to not waste day, hahahah, didn't help, still did jack till 5 or so..... sat around, watched some tv..... then went to friend's house, saw a friend i haven't seen in a while, it was nice.... Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1082707487406226882004-04-23T03:04:00.000-05:002004-04-23T03:08:56.013-05:00day 2 of 8..... the book opened today, some "studyin" was done, even though it wasn't that long, its a start... car doesn't work... have been lazy for a whole week and gettin fat and eating unhealthy, hahaha, oh well.... imma try and start tomorrow, wow... friends keep callin and me being a fool, keep going, ~sigh~.... some things never change about certain people.... lol oh well....
Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1082666396683834712004-04-22T15:39:00.000-05:002004-04-22T15:44:04.140-05:00It's suppose to be hard. If it weren't hard, everyone would be doing it. The hard is what makes it great.
-- Jimmy Dugan (Tom Hanks) - A League of Their Own
Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1082620548072709342004-04-22T02:55:00.000-05:002004-04-22T02:59:54.590-05:00ahah.......... day 1 of 8....... still no "studying" done..... had a good time chillin today and being lazy..... did some driving round, attempted to watch some dumb movie, didn't work too well...... foound out im a "ghetto superstar", held my baby cuzn, got a haircut - much hair lackage, if there is any at all :P, watched some sports and hung out wit da boys...... lol, thye left like half an Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1082354106990561332004-04-19T00:55:00.000-05:002004-04-19T00:59:37.403-05:00Boyz II Men - I Will Get There
I've been wanderin' 'round in the dark
Been lost somewhere where no light could shine on my heart
I have known a pain so deep
But I know my faith will free me
[Get there] And I'll get through this
[Get there] I'll find my way again
So don't tell me that it's over
'Cause each step just gets me closer
[chorus]
(I will get there) I will get there
(I will get there) IJonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1082326934514911002004-04-18T17:22:00.000-05:002004-04-18T17:26:16.826-05:00patience is a virtue, ~sigh~, so hard..... wish everything could be thrown out on the table, no more of this sittin/waiting/anticipating/thinkin.... hopefully, like a fine wine, the longer you wait, the sweeter (or better) it is...... Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6117371.post-1082276376359288782004-04-18T03:19:00.000-05:002004-04-18T03:23:37.890-05:00The great question that has never been answered and which I have not been able to answer....is, What does a women want?
-- Sigmund Freud Jonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15699626641401734984noreply@blogger.com